urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ed_addict ed_addict ed_addict 2005-09-28T22:48:32Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ed_addict:4760 2005-09-28T22:48:32Z 2005-09-28T22:48:32Z the only progress i made today was not buying binge food<br /><br />i just ate the shit we already had at home<br /><br />its so frustrating<br /><br />i cant stop urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ed_addict:4569 2005-09-27T20:41:49Z 2005-09-27T20:41:49Z No more binging and purging<br />no more excuses<br />no more telling myself ill stop tomorow<br /><br />im really doing it this time<br /><br />here are some reasons:<br />-money: i waste over 20 dollars a week on binge food alone<br />-health: i feel like im going to pass out half the time, im always freezing, my chest hurts when i go up the stairs... i really want to feel better, plus i know this disorder can kill me<br />-boyfriend: he's more worried than i am<br />-appearance: my teeth and hair are getting bad and i know my skin could clear up if i stopped<br />-time: i never seem to finish my homework or get anything done since im always over the toilet purging<br />-overall im just sick of it<br /><br />i know ill need to remind myself of all that tomorow...<br /><br />please just let me get better this time urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ed_addict:1905 2005-08-06T16:30:00Z 2005-08-06T16:30:41Z <img src="http://tinypic.com/a2qe6w.jpg">